jjinuyasha2011

so yah for all of you that dont realize it truth hurts dont lie to my face i just found out the truth behind a lie that caused me to wait 2 months for something so yah thanks it would have just been better pff of they said so in the first place but no. i was lied to. you may have thought it was best intentions but i dont understand how u didnt think it was going to affect me later... all i am now is fucking pissed off...... thanks..thanks so much....2 months of my life.....wasted...

all i see around me are memories of you. everywhere i turn theres something...a picture, an object, just something. i sit here just wondering how everything in life will work. its not a break up its a hopeful rejuvenation of something that was. i may be in pain. i may sit here, just wishing and praying. patience is the only thing i have. and god damn does it hurt like a bitch.

everythings all mixed up right now.......doesnt know what to do.......had so much fun at anime boston and then everything just changed......feels like crying....just wants to be in someones arms right now....